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Thursday, December 1, 2011

In My Dreams You are Mine Forever..!!

I tried to live all my dreams,
but, it was harder than it seems,
Now they sleep inside my eyes,
More like a long lost paradise..!!

Dreams get alive again every night,
and appear to be perfectly alright,
Sometimes its very hard to believe,
whether its real or something I perceive..!!

Whats worth every second inside,
is that my heart has nothing to hide,
The only place where there is no secret,
and where my heart has no regret..!!

For every lie that you ever told,
My heart turned into an ocean so cold,
What else could my heart ever seek,
A dream where, its never so weak..!!

Tears shed through my eyes like rain,
made me strong to never love again,
I sometimes wonder what hurts more,
Lonely life or I have nothing to fight for..!!

I never had any clue since the start,
that someday you'll rip my heart apart,
we were never meant to be together,
but, In my dreams you are mine forever..!!

If dreams are meant for when I am asleep,
Don't wake me up from heaven so deep,
No matter what I lose on this way,
because here you never walk away..!!

What my open eyes could never see,
was shown by beautiful dreams to me,
I got to spend a life in love with you,
No matter if dreams never come true..!!

Monday, November 28, 2011

Story of Love That We Together Share

When we kiss I can't open my eyes,
coz heaven in love is always unseen,
and There can be no man more wise,
than who knows what I feel and mean..!!

The God we know has carved a way,
which is as beautiful as it may seem,
I know for sure that our love will stay,
I never saw anything better even in dream..!!

When I am asleep I see your face,
and when I open my eyes everyday,
Its just your love that I want to chase,
your love is worth every plea and pray..!!

I can't count days or those infinite times,
when you held my hand and made me smile,
and like a healing sound of numerous chimes,
you gave me strength to go though every mile..!!

When sky is dark and there is no star,
you bring me love that shines so bright,
You heal every wound removing every scar,
reason why my eyes wait long for your sight..!!

No wonder on your love I depend and rely,
and for you I put my heart on the line,
I can trust you with my life without asking why,
coz your love makes my darkest days shine..!!

My heartbeat goes low when you are far,
every second I wish to hold you close tight,
and songs that I write and play on my guitar,
say I miss you more with every passing night..!!

With you I keep no secrets within my heart,
because only you can understand my silence,
and There has been no day since the start,
when you were not center of my existence..!!

No wonder I inspire anyone who hears,
The story of love that we together share,
and how we have spent our past years,
For every heart needs someone to care..!!

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Searching For Answers That Aren't Just There

All this time I was riding on a dead end highway,
Killing my desires, I waited for you to go away,
A Long ago, even I stopped keeping the score,
each time you said, you don't love me anymore..!!

I tried to hold my tears as tight as I could,
But somehow I knew this wont do any good,
but, if you could see my tears in the rain,
You'd know I am trying to wash away pain..!!

I wonder if there will be a better tomorrow,
Or, would there be today's pain and sorrow,
Coz broken pieces of my dreams is what I got,
and Yesterday's rainbows are now all lost..!!

The strings of my heart are drawn tight,
Similar to how a curtain shuts out the light,
Seem like my emotions are restricted to flow,
Whenever I see you outside enjoying this show..!!

My heart is cold, veins like frozen rope,
Emotions drain out choking every hope,
my knees are weak, it’s hard not to surrender,
Could love struck so bad, I sometimes wonder..!!

There is no one here to hear me out,
no matter how loud my heart may shout,
Seems like I am dragging graves of despair,
Searching for answers that aren't just there..!!

Monday, November 7, 2011

I Promise to Love You Till The Day I Die..!!

I've seen dreams where I kiss you,
and spent lonely nights when I miss you,
But, nothing can be better then the day,
When I'll know that you'll always stay..!!

You don't need to try very hard, coz
Inside my heart there's just one card,
That shouts out your name all the time,
With songs written in perfect rhyme..!!

If only you could hear my heart's voice,
You'll know my heart never had any choice,
But, to love you like none other can,
and wait for you till end of its life span..!!

I never meant to force my love on you,
Coz The love I have is all pure and true,
and there is no thought more divine,
but, the thought of making you mine..!!

The days have past and its been long,
Since I feel your love in every song,
Now its time to say what I have inside,
that I want you to stay by my side..!!

Would you accept my heart or let it rot?
If I ask whether you love me or not?
Would you listen to what I have to say?
or will you ignore and walk away..??

I know my love, that you'll believe me,
because to you my love is no mystery,
but, even if you don't love me back,
I promise I'll never change my track..!!

I don't know what would I do,
the day You'll say "You love me too",
I know I'll be loving you more and more,
Coz I've never known any love before..!!

So if you love, just give me one sign,
and say what they call "a magical line",
So that I can hold you in my arms so tight,
and never let you go off my sight..!!

I don't know what next moment will bring,
But, You'll always be in every song I sing,
You'll always see your picture in my eye,
I promise to love you till the day I die..!!

Monday, October 24, 2011

Forever Yours

There is one moment I can't forget,
For the first time when our eyes met,
I felt an aura possessed by just few,
I stared like there is nothing I've to do..!!

My heart was lost in a confused state,
Whether it's really you or illusion of my fate,
So I closed my eyes for a moment or two,
but, I kept looking at a picture of you..!!

I knew it then that I want to make you mine,
Because I can't find another soul mate so fine,
and My heart started to overflow with love,
When I saw the one I always dreamed of..!!

I felt like my heartbeat stopped for a while,
but, I was relaxed when I saw your smile,
So I grabbed my guts and started to walk,
Though I didn't had much in mind to talk..!!

Your smile was like a perfect piece of art,
and I had just one thought inside my heart,
that How should I express what I have to say,
coz, I was afraid that you'll walk away..!!

While I was wondering how to confess,
I found no words that could possibly express,
The true sense of what I was feeling,
and with what I was continuously dealing..!!

The love that struck my heart deep inside,
Effect of which became impossible to hide,
So I had to take the chance I couldn't afford,
and express my love for you in every word..!!

I said I love you, holding your soft hand,
I was wondering if you would understand,
but You said nothing and showed no sign,
Like I said something that crossed the line..!!

My heart went cold with unknown fear,
Each moment then passed like another year,
I was waiting for you to say something to me,
because only your words could set me free..!!

The moment came when you broke the silence,
every word you said was worth my patience,
I was closely listening to every word you said,
and I was so much in love my face turned red..!!

You said I would always be your best choice,
I couldn't have heard it in a sweeter voice,
You came closer to me and hugged me tight,
saying you'll love me everyday day and night..!!

Except for you there's nothing I'll ask for,
No wonder I keep loving you more and more,
and my heart shouts out like thunderous roars,
It'll always love you and will be forever yours..!!

Forever Yours

Sunday, October 16, 2011

To My Heart's Keeper

I remember the time when you loved me,
and our love blossomed like an eternal tree,
The days have past and its been years,
but, still your memories bring me tears..!!

I wonder how can I forget all this, when
I still have fragrance of your last kiss,
when I look at moon I wave you goodbye,
and I may not stop doing that until I die..!!

To me its your smile that matters,
no matter if the dream I had shatters,
The dream where we were together,
and Lived our lives happily in love forever..!!

So where ever you're just give me a smile,
Because if you'd, I'll be happy for a while,
by knowing that you're well and fine,
no matter if I couldn't make you mine..!!

I keep love for you deep inside my heart,
coz to express love, my lips may never part,
and I know I'll never get anything in return,
and to this truth my heart shall always burn..!!

Your love wasn't something I could have won,
because to me you've always been the one,
So I never lied and never tried to cheat,
and kept you very close to my heartbeat..!!

If only I had power, I could have designed,
but, I can never banish love from my mind,
For I want something that can inspire,
but, seems like I can't get what I desire..!!

My soul and heart can come to relief,
only when I can feel the joy of grief,
Or if I could feel the touch of your lips,
the force unmatched by a thousand ships..!!

No purpose, Yet my soul wanders alone,
So dark and sad is my love's tombstone,
and with pleasure I let my soul roam,
coz It may someday bring you back home..!!

I live a life that has no dream or hope,
I wonder how long my heart can cope,
The path of my life is getting steeper,
as I wait for you, oh my heart's keeper..!!

to my heart's keeper

Sunday, October 2, 2011

जिए जा रहा हु मैं

तनहा अकेले इस कदर जी रहा हु मैं,
ना कोई राह ना मंजिल, युह्नी भटक रहा हु मैं,
देखते है लोग मुझे हँसते हंसाते हुए आज भी,
पर छुपा कर अपनी बेबसी, मुस्कुरा रहा हु मैं...

किस्मत के लिखे अक्षरों को मिटा रहा हु मैं,
दिल पे लगे गम के दाग हटा रहा हु मैं,
सुनते है लोग मुझे शेरो-शायरी करते हुए आज भी,
पर छुपा कर तेरा नाम, गुनगुना रहा हु मैं...

दिया था जो वादा, आज भी निभा रहा हु मैं,
भूलकर दिन रात, तेरा इंतज़ार कर रहा हु मैं,
मिलते है लोग मुझे नई शुरुवात करते हुए आज भी,
पर छुपा कर हर एहसास, तेरे ख्वाब बुन रहा हु मैं...

कोई गुनाह किये बिना, सज़ा पा रहा हु मैं,
बेरंग सी इस दुनिया के, दस्तूर निभा रहा हु मैं,
देखते है लोग मुझे हर जश्न में पीते हुए आज भी,
पर छुपा कर हर जसबात, गम भुला रहा हु मैं...

अपने दिल के खालीपन को भर रहा हु मैं,
हर लम्हा तेरी याद में कुर्बान कर रहा हु मैं,
सोचते है लोग के चैन से सोता हु मैं आज भी,
पर बुझा कर हर दिया, यादों में जी रहा हु मैं...

टूटे दिल के दुक्दो को फिर से जमा रहा हु मैं,
हर पल अपने धैर्य को आज़मा रहा हु मैं,
कहते है लोग मुझे वो साथ हैं मेरे आज भी,
पर छुपा कर तेरी तस्वीर, ज़िन्दगी बिता रहा हु मैं...

जिए जा रहा हु मैं

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Another Lonely Sleepless Night..!!

I wonder where is that blue sky,
that had all the laughter and joy,
A storm blew up everything in air,
and I was left with no one to care..!!

My heartbeat goes weaker everyday,
Since my love has walked away,
Baby, won't you listen to my plea,
that my love please come back to me..!!

If you say from all your soul and heart,
that we were always meant to be apart,
I promise I would never call you again,
or ask you to relieve me of this deep pain..!!

If only you could see with your eyes,
how every feeling inside my heart dies,
coz I still love and I will always do,
It seems like I can't live without you..!!

I don't think I will live for long like this,
Coz there ain't a second I don't miss,
The way I use to walk holding your hand,
the feeling only you could understand..!!

now my heart is pounding on an empty street,
Seems like its on an endless streak of defeat,
the pain of losing you changed its shape,
My heart tries a lot but it cannot escape..!!

My heart cries out but without any tear,
When its finds out that you are not here,
threads of memories burn in blue flame,
but I just can't throw your picture frame..!!

The broken glass of memories start to fall,
There isn't any good time that I can recall,
Every emotion drains out of every pore,
as I sweep all my desires under the floor..!!

Everything that was hidden has been told,
and my soul has never been this cold,
Now there is nothing I'll say or do,
but I wonder if I'll ever hear from you..!!

My heart is heavy like nothing is right,
Deep inside I hold back my tears tight,
watching windows turn gray and then white,
I survived another lonely sleepless night..!!

Friday, September 16, 2011

My Search Always Ends on You..!!

I feel lucky to have your heart,
one that is so pure and true,
I don't know where to start,but
my search always ends on you..!!

All your thoughts drive me insane,
I fall for you over and over again,
I don't know if I'll find any clue, but
my search always ends on you..!!

This ain't something I can ignore,
there are questions all over to explore,
I don't know if I'll end up blue, but
my search always ends on you..!!

I have been walking for a while,
seems like haven't reached venue,
I don't know if I can walk another mile,
but. my search always ends on you..!!

I feel your every word is like wine,
one that is sweeter than morning dew,
I don't know If I'll Make you mine, but
my search always ends on you..!!

There cannot be a better time,
To say everything I ever wanted to,
I don't know if loving you is crime,
but, my search always ends on you..!!

I came to you with ring and bouquet,
There is nothing more I can say or do,
I don't know if you'll say yes or walk away,
but, my search always ends on you..!!

This ain't just a propose for truce,
but, to know if you love me too,
I don't know if I'll get some excuse,
but, my search always ends on you..!!

I wish all the time that you be my wife,
We'll be together for the rest of our life,
I promise I'll never want anyone but you,
Because my search always ends on you..!!

Friday, September 9, 2011

The First Kiss

I remember the day we had our first kiss,
The day so beautiful, I shall always miss,
I saw your beautiful eyes after a long wait,
To this day I wonder it was just luck or fate..!!

As I held your hand, my palms started to sweat,
Nothing could feel more good, I can bet,
It was breezing winter but I felt fire inside,
Because you were so close sitting by my side..!!

We were talking slowly so no one could hear,
A moment of which was better than entire year,
I hold you close as we swayed in deep silence,
I heard just music of love, during that slow dance..!!

"I will always love you" You whispered in my ear,
I somehow knew that the moment was near,
Those words made everything worthwhile,
and deep down my heart I had a secret smile..!!

I was confused if I could make the next move,
and I was wondering whether you'll approve,
You came closer, I could feel your subtle scent,
The fragrance of which felt so young and innocent..!!

Next moment I took you in my arms so tight,
and forgot about everything wrong or right,
I just wanted that moment to stand still,
Coz, it was hard to believe that moment was real..!!

There was no distance left between for air,
While I was slowly caressing your beautiful hair,
You asked if I will ever go away from you,
I said I will never go away and that I'll die if I do..!!

Right when I was wondering you are so unique,
To took me by surprise when you kissed me on cheek,
The vibration in my heart was like my guitar strum,
as I felt the shock and my tips and toes went numb..!!

I slowly reached to your soft and tender lips,
and I felt some tightening through my fingertips,
The moment came soon when we had our first kiss,
My heart melt down with that feeling of bliss..!!

I tried so hard but could not open my eyes,
I knew then it will never end on goodbyes,
Our first kiss is what I can never forget,
It reminds of only moment that was perfect..!!

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

True Love..!!

With every beat of my heart,
I feel we will never be apart,
I have waited long to reveal,
but now I will say how I feel,
So here I am to say it all,
You're the one for who I fall,
For me there is nothing above,
than what we share, True Love..!!

My heart has nothing to hide,
It doesn't matter what you decide,
I think of spending my life with you,
You may love me or may not do,
But I promise I'll never leave,
someday your heart may believe,
but It will always observe,
that we share, True Love..!!

If you ask me for a reason,
I can show you every season,
It seem like I always knew,
From the first time I saw you,
Something that I couldn't ignore,
you walking in through my heart's door,
Something that touched every nerve,
Its what we share, True Love..!!

If you see life from my view,
there is nothing very hard to do,
let my voice reach to your soul,
and try to loosen up your control,
Once you let your feelings flow,
Whats hidden in your heart will show,
Something only we together deserve,
Its what we'll always share, True Love..!!

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Fight For a Better Future

They put together good show,
but, the earth may never know,
there was nothing to inspire,
but all that they could ever conspire,
they forgot that many young died,
the tears of their beloved never dried,
Those are now old who were called future,
but seems like they could never mature,
The man who led his life on one thought,
now is nothing more then a currency note,
Why can't they do what is meant to be?,
Why can't they move beyond their me?,
They now climb over everyone they knew,
and who they once said "I care about you",
how my motherland can survive with them,
for who every thing comes after "I am".

A man with golden heart came to rescue,
along came everyone he ever knew,
he had a pure vision in his heart,
and said he would give a perfect start,
He gave them hope that they could keep,
the ones who were up till now asleep,
he said he would free our motherland,
If we stand together and join our hand,
A simple man stood in a white apparel,
handled everything without any quarrel,
Few fell down, but many stood still,
For the man who showed them strong will,
He said everything with his silence,
taught us what they use to call non-violence,
He stood by his word up to the top of hill,
Working too hard for a government bill.

They tried to stop the man in white attire,
Instead they enlightened every heart with fire,
the fire that could burn every thief into ash,
Those thieves who tried to steal all the cash,
From the people who they had to salute,
Those people are awake to old man's flute,
the old man who is stronger than any young,
The man who called himself a common one,
The skies turned bad and clouds overcast,
but, the man in white never broke his fast,
he made the change he once talked about,
A future where every young mind can sprout,
He awakened those who never woke up,
He doesn't need any medal or any cup,
In hearts of people he may always reside,
who made it possible to live happily nationwide.

Now I see future that is very bright,
hard work will pay all day and night,
What else can anyone ever dream,
We have a nation filled with cream,
The man in white has set everyone free,
Where they see things beyond their me,
Who died left tears behind, that are still not dry,
But who loved them can keep their honor high,
Now we got freedom our soldiers fought for,
A time when people can walk through any door,
Where things are better than imagination,
we live in the world's most developed nation,
they now believe in what he use to say,
non-violence shall always be the best way,
To show there is nothing corruption can give,
and make this world a better place to live...!!

Thursday, August 18, 2011

I Just Can't Live Without You..!!

Being in your arms so close together,
I thought our love would last forever,
I remember the way things used to be,
when there was nothing but you and me..!!

Now I sit sometimes alone in darkness,
Searching deep inside my heart's emptiness.
For me loving you was never a regret,
But, Your thoughts are impossible to forget..!!

I will always love you with all my heart,
No matter if we are far away and apart,
I miss you and I love you so much,
that I still can feel your every touch..!!

I tried to put all your things away,
but, I always got them back next day,
Every song that I now play or sing,
Your memories are all, it always bring..!!

The things I did and I did not do,
Were all meant to say my love is true,
But, I always get a tear in my eye,
When I remember waving you goodbye..!!

They say I am always suffering with pain,
but, I just fall for you over and over again,
I keep telling my heart to let you go,
but, doing so my tears begin to flow..!!

I wonder what can make things right,
as I wait for you day and night,
I wonder if you don't love and care,
God knows what is and isn't fair..!!

I would ask god whenever I will die,
but, now I can just scream looking at sky,
Sometimes I ask sun, sometimes the moon,
What in this world will bring you back soon..!!

My hopes are fading and I am on my knee,
So just for once but, you listen to my plea,
Please come back or send me one clue,
Because I just can't live without you..!!

Friday, August 12, 2011

To My Little Sister

You're the one I always miss,
I'll be there for you till the end,
coz you are not just my little sis,
You are my only best friend..!!

Sometimes we fight with each other,
but, when something goes wrong,
You stick up and give me cover,
and give me strength to be strong..!!

If people want to come after you,
They will have to go through me,
Make sure there's something you do,
To tell this to everyone you see..!!

No one can ever take your place,
and I'll love you no matter what,
and whenever I see your face,
I am sure our bond can't get cut..!!

You make me smile when I feel blue,
you're someone who always care,
I promise you I'll be there for you,
I know when I'll need you'll be there..!!

Whenever you are around,
Seems like I need no luck,
Whenever I hit the ground,
You always lift me up..!!

The best gift our parents could give,
Sweet little sis from heaven above,
For every moment that I will live,
You're the one I will always love..!!

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Travel Alone..!!

I looked up and asked why?
Everyone I love says goodbye,
Why is everyone always gone,
and I always get to travel alone..!!

I was waiting for him to reply,
as I looked deeper into the sky,
I wanna know what have I done,
that I always get to travel alone..!!

I loved someone who walked away,
I asked why? she had nothing to say,
Was I someone so easy to disown?
or will I always get to travel alone..?

Even a blind man can see burning fire,
but I never get to see what I desire,
Everything I desired got postpone,
and I will always get to travel alone..!!

Is there anything I need to discover?
Or was I created just to suffer?
Everyone gets to change the tone,
But I always get to travel alone..!!

I am stuck on a one way street,
Waiting for him to stop my heartbeat,
I never wanted my heart to moan,
until I always got to travel alone..!!

I was thinking of every departed friend,
as I waited long on my journey's end,
No one came along on their own,
As I always had to travel alone..!!

As I reached to heaven's door,
They asked what I was living for,
how could I possibly have known,
Coz I always had to travel alone..!!

I was then denied to get through,
I tried to know why, but got no clue,
things that will always be unknown,
Why I always had to travel alone..!!

They sent me back to this empty world,
that was something I couldn't afford,
I asked how can I repay this loan,
they sent me again to travel alone..!!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

I Wish I Could Make You Mine..!!

I wonder what god can send,
Instead of light and sunshine,
Then he sent you as a friend,
I wish I could make you mine..!!

I welcome you with open heart,
and I sent you the first sign,
I know its early and just the start,
but, I wish I could make you mine...!!

All my dreams are full of you,
You give them a perfect design,
Is it really love? I had no clue,
I wish I could make you mine...!!

I sometimes see a simple dream,
Where you are my valentine,
Its crazier than it may seem,
I wish I could make you mine...!!

I think about you all day and night,
Your thoughts became my lifeline,
I don't care if its wrong or right,
but, I wish I could make you mine...!!

Your every word got me high,
they're sweeter than any wine,
Whenever I look up in the sky,
I wish I could make you mine...!!

I tried to ignite the romance,
I knew our love would shine,
For you I'll take every chance
I wish I could make you mine...!!

I have so much to say and ask,
I fear what if you'll decline,
I can't always wear a friendly mask,
Coz, I wish I could make you mine...!!

Now I know I am falling in love,
Something I can never define,
I am confused whether or not I deserve,
Still, I wish I could make you mine..!!

All I want for you is everlasting smile,
and that you always stay fine,
I don't know if I am worthwhile,
or If I deserve to make you mine..!!

Someday I will say those words,
and I may get an answer that is divine,
That would give me wings like birds,
The day when I will call you mine..!!

Thursday, July 7, 2011

You take my breath away..!!

In my heart I hear a sad sound,
Nothing seems good today,
When I feel that you're around,
You take my breath away..!!

I don't know if you're listening,
but, I have something to say,
that every song I keep singing,
says, you take my breath away..!!

I don't know if its really true,
that love always finds its way,
but, Whenever I look at you,
You take my breath away..!!

I wish I could hold you tight,
Alone in night when I lay,
but, just with your one sight,
You take my breath away..!!

Believe me there are no lies,
I'll be yours, come what may,
coz when I look into your eyes,
You take my breath away..!!

You are the sweetest part,
In every role that you portray,
When you say, I have your heart,
You take my breath away..!!

My heart seems to expand,
Sitting next to you in cafe',
But, when you hold my hand,
You take my breath away..!!

What more can I ask for,
From god whenever I pray,
but, when you love and adore,
You take my breath away..!!

So here I am on my knee,
with a ring and a bouquet,
but, the moment you'll agree,
You'll take my breath away..!!

Thursday, June 16, 2011

My tears will dry on their own..!!

When I think of the day we met,
all my pillow drench and turn wet,
There are things still unknown,
Will my tears dry on their own..!!

All my life I tried to chase,
Dreams that I now want to erase,
and here I am standing all alone,
My tears will dry on their own..!!

I try hard to get up from fall,
Still I do not get up at all,
I live around a lonely zone,
My tears will dry on their own..!!

I got hurt on every stance,
like I never deserved any chance,
By the time I hear any better tone,
My tears will dry on their own..!!

A numb feeling surrounds my heart,
that everyone I need will walk apart,
No matter how fast this wind is blown,
My tears will dry on their own..!!

It isn't bothering me, I try to pretend,
While I am around any of my friend,
I am all alone when I moan,
My tears will dry on their own..!!

It seems, I am the one to blame,
still you can't remember my name,
When I'll see your call on my phone,
My tears will dry on their own..!!

Even if I die, you may not know,
and yet my heart may never let go,
By the time you'll visit my tombstone,
My tears will dry on their own..!!

I was desperate for your one sight,
as I walk through every sleepless night,
There is a thing, I should have known,
That My tears will dry on their own..!!

Friday, June 3, 2011

Love at First Sight..!!

As she entered in that white attire,
she was shining brighter than moon,
Everyone had just one desire,
To dance with her on every tune..

That moment was pure and true,
I felt like something struck me deep,
coz I could not take my eyes off you,
so I pinched myself to check if am asleep..

There were many signs I tried to send,
But, she was surrounded by endless crowd,
I took deep breath as I tried to pretend,
and I did few things, of which, I can't be proud..

I was behaving like I was seventeen,
Coz I fall for the innocence I never knew,
I dodged everyone who was in between,
as I was trying to move closer to you..

She is the one I have been waiting for,
With whom I can spend My entire life,
Like every breath I took was for her,
and I just wanted to make her my wife..

The moment came when I was there,
I asked her if she would like to dance,
Instead she gave me a crazy dare,
I had to take it, it was my only chance..

She asked me to sing her favorite song,
I kept thinking but I never got any clue,
I read her sign that she has waited for long,
So I just asked, what if, I'll always love you..

She was surprised and smiled slowly,
I was ashamed and wish I could push rewind,
I tried changing topic by saying you look lovely,
but said something more stupid, "I can't take you off my mind"..

This time she laughed and asked me,
If I would ever stop this silly flirting,
My reply could not be more crazy,
saying, I would not stop until I stop ageing..

I said, no one can ever make us apart,
She asked me, how long this can go?
I said, you will always be in my heart,
but I would be lying if I said I know..

she was quite, and I started to sweat,
I had no more words to say or write,
I know she is the one I will never forget,
Because I fall in love with her at first sight..

She looked closely into my eyes,
Came closer and hugged me tight,
this time she took me by total surprise,
when she said, I am her love at first sight..!!

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Addiction....

I think of you every night,
I dream of you while I sleep,
I crave for your every sight,
what else could be more deep..!!

I only wish if you could hear,
Every thought I have in my mind,
I say I will wipe every tear,
If you miss something, I will find..!!

To my heart your the only key,
I ask for you every time I pray,
Even if he doesn't listen to me,
I Promise I will love you anyway..!!

To me you mean a lot more,
one I can always count on,
For you is my heart's every core,
and You will never find me gone..!!

As I walk towards your home,
I practice all the lines again,
But, I forget like some syndrome,
and this goes like an endless chain..!!

Whenever in dark I feel afraid,
I think of you and close my eye,
In seconds all my fears evade,
Your smile shines my entire sky..!!

I am looking for a way out,
I don't know what to say or do,
there is something I have no doubt,
My life starts and ends on you..!!

How would I ever say all this,
My heart stays alone and restricted,
You may never know what it is,
But to you I seem to get addicted..!!

I know someday my love will win,
and this story won't be just a fiction,
That day an epic story will begin,
Where I'll become your addiction..!!

Saturday, May 14, 2011

The Best Man..!!

You always lied about loving me,
and when you said I am your plan,
You may go ahead and marry,
but, I'll always be the best man...!!

I lost the race of love by a mile,
no matter how fast I ran,
I enjoyed second place with a smile,
and being called as the best man..!!

I wanted to get rid of this thought,
but it came along in every scan,
Coz there was just one empty slot,
in your marriage, the best man..!!

You were so fast to say yes,
and to put on me, a lifetime ban,
I knew you loved less and cared less,
never thought I will be your best man..!!

I was called to raise the first toast,
Everyone stared at me, as I began,
I said thank you, my beautiful host,
I Wonder if I am really the best man..!!

I raised my glass and pointed at you,
I said, None can do, what she can,
With her love, everyday seems new,
I feel proud in calling myself the best man..!!

Like every story there will be an end,
you'll get to know who's a better man,
and when you will shout for your friend,
I might refuse to be your best man..!!

Sunday, May 8, 2011

To my Mum - Happy Mother's Day

A mother is a simple woman,
Love and care are her style,
her smile shines more than sun,
All I want for her is everlasting smile..

Sent from heaven to earth,
Who love their daughter and son,
Whom they give birth,
A mother fills our life with fun..

An ordinary woman who gives so much,
Whom you need and who will love you,
To sleep on a dark night we need her touch,
Except for her's no love can be so true..

Each moment she stays same,
and who can forgive very soon,
we don't need to know her name,
Coz her every word is a boon..

who loves us like no other,
whose debt cannot be paid,
She is our superhero, our mother,
For who there can be no grade..

She takes care of all our stuff,
To express my love there are no words to say,
I know these words can't be good enough,
but I wanna wish them happy mother's day..!!

Saturday, May 7, 2011

You're Everything to Me..!!

It doesn't mean I can never try,
when tears come out as I cry,
My tears build a memory lane,
I keep walking, just to meet you again..!!

As I stand alone in the courtyard,
Everything in life now seems so hard,
So I ask God, every time I pray,
give me strength for one more day..!!

Since the moment we are apart,
I live with an empty and hollow heart,
My heart may not make it through,
But It just can't stop loving you..!!

I wonder why I did not confess,
Its all your love inside, that I possess,
I don't know if I'll ever smile,
I just wanna be with you for a while..!!

I can keep everything aside,
But your love is something I can't hide,
I don't know if things can be same,
But, I know someday you'll call my name..!!

I just wanna see your lovely face,
But, I am stuck at lonely place,
I don't know if I will ever be free,
But, I know you're everything to me..!!

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Was that You or Just a False Dream..!!

I remember when I saw you first,
Your smile was water to my thirst,
My heart moved away with love's stream,
You meant to me more than just a dream.!!

My feelings got worse with an internal fight,
I could not stop thinking about you all night,
I asked, is it love?, Who would deem?,
Or should I forget it just like a dream..??

I gathered courage and started to walk,
dialed your number and decided to talk,
My words were not good enough to mean,
you have become more than Just a dream..!!

You entered my life and it was full of glory,
being with you made my life a perfect story,
Our romance heated up to its extreme,
I thought I was living a perfect dream..!!

I was alone again as I reached dawn,
It broke my heart when I found you gone,
My days went black and night on blue theme,
I did not sleep to avoid any other dream..!!

Its you I still love and may always need,
but you followed your shallow greed,
I know who you have is better and supreme,
I wonder whats worse, reality or my dream..!!

I waited for you every night and day,
Thought all the hopes have now flown away,
I woke up everyday with loud screams,
as My heart bleeds due to broken dreams..!!

I wonder now whats false and whats true,
Did I lost my faith on love, or on you,
All that you did or you tried to seem,
Was that you or just a false dream..!!

Monday, April 18, 2011

Emptiness...

I seem to lose all the confidence,
and I can't keep any defense,
All I look out is for some healing,
for emptiness and lonely feeling..!!

My words are turned into deep sigh,
as I fill my heart with tears I cry,
I don't know if this is real or not,
but emptiness is all I've got..!!

I cannot find anything to say or do,
This pain is something I never knew,
things get worse and out of control,
as emptiness reaches to my soul..!!

they strike hard inside, like a sharp dart,
The broken pieces of my dreams and heart,
I never imagined myself being this weak,
because emptiness has reached to its peak..!!

This fear and solitude keeps growing,
the stains of which have started showing,
I try my best to put a stop to that,
this emptiness becomes difficult to laugh at..!!

The words they always said, I now believe,
love means nothing and people always leave,
Loving you was nothing but foolishness,
and I lost everything but this emptiness..!!

Sunday, March 13, 2011

My Final Goodbye..!!

I am standing on this empty street,
No matter if it is cold or burning heat...

I see her going far away from me,
but, I guess this was meant to be...

I kept waiting for her all day all night,
But, She was too busy to even try or fight..

She said I may not see her again,
and she could never give more pain..

I may not be happy as she may seem,
but everynight I shall see her in dream...

She said you should take good care,
I asked her what more is spare...

I wish she stays happy and get all joy,
No matter if I was just another toy..

I tried wishing her good luck for life,
coz she's going to be someone Else's wife...

She promised that she will always stay,
but that promise was just a plastic play...

I don't know how long will I survive,
but, I know my heart isn't alive...

I know this may sound a little absurd,
but I ended my life for a 6 letter word..

She called me to say sorry but I was high,
and I never said anything but just a sigh...

I went out and looked for friends,
but, I was looking at some shallow ends..

I never thought I could be this alone,
and I will not have anyone to cal my own...

I looked up at god if he can justify,
but, my bad luck I never got reply...

So I came back home and kept thinking,
while every hope of life kept sinking...

I kept thinking more what should I do,
but, always thought of love that wasn't true...

How can everything I had end so soon,
and I was alone again just like moon...

Now she seems more like a star,
whom I can see but is very far...

I think, for her I was an ordinary guy,
because, Even if I am dead she won't cry...

I called her desperately because I fall down,
but, she was too busy to answer phone..

No.. she can't be someone I ever knew,
and the one who always said "I love you"...

Who is to question and who is to blame,
because now I can't even say your name..

I never wanted anything to end this way,
but, she left me nothing more to say...

I don't want any answers or ask Why..
All I wanna say is, this is My Final Goodbye..!!

Thursday, March 10, 2011

The Pain of Getting Away From You..!!

All my hard work went in vain,
You can't be someone I knew,
and I think it will drive me insane,
The pain of getting away from you..!!

All these thoughts inside my head,
Say that your love was never true,
Now I feel It was better left unsaid,
The pain of getting away from you..!!

All my life was turned up-side down,
I want you to see, what am I going through,
but, it always made me look like a clown,
The pain of getting away from you..!!

See what you have done to me,
You broke my heart into two,
and I wish if only you could see,
The pain of getting away from you..!!

Don't know what was my sin,
I can't even think of few,
and it runs down through my skin,
The pain of getting away from you..!!

Did you thought what I would feel,
coz your love in my heart always grew,
and It seem like nothing else can heal,
The pain of getting away from you..!!

Was my love so easy to forget,
That you don't seem to have any clue,
You gave me nothing but a false regret,
and The pain of getting away from you..!!

I am alone with my broken heart,
I wish I could fix it with the glue,
Now it flows through every part,
The pain of getting away from you..!!

I will swallow all my pride,
Even if its just a game to you,
and I will still try my best to hide,
The pain of getting away from you..!!

I wanted to meet you for one last time,
You came but those seconds were very few,
I got more than I deserved for any crime,
The pain of getting away from you..!!

This pain now flows through my veins,
Still every beat says I love you,
Now there was nothing much in rains,
but, The pain of getting away from you..!!

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Whenever I Close My Eyes..!!

All day and all night long,
Starting from the sunrise,
I see you dancing on our song,
Whenever I close my eyes..!!

Your smile shines so bright,
all your words seem so nice,
I think about you all night,
Whenever I close my eyes..!!

You filled my life with grace,
now there's no need of lies,
and I can clearly see your face,
Whenever I close my eyes..!!

I gave my hand but you seem far,
I can't reach you after so many tries,
but now I know where you are,
Whenever I close my eyes..!!

I can hear you say you love me,
To me that is one big prize,
You are all I wanna see,
Whenever I close my eyes..!!

I know I can call you my own,
and Love is all I will emphasize,
Still I get this feeling unknown,
Whenever I close my eyes..!!

We are laying on the sand,
I think I am in paradise,
You're with me holding my hand,
Whenever I close my eyes..!!

I never knew I will find you there,
but soon I got a big surprise,
You were there to love and care,
When I opened my eyes..!!

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Give Me One More Chance..!!

I want to make everything alright,
and I fell in love with you at first sight,
But, you never noticed me at first glance,
Would you Give me one more chance?

I waited long for another sunny day,
so I could stand again on your way,
But, you never showed up on this stance,
Could you Give me one more chance?

I knew that dreams do come true,
and there is a destiny for me and you,
But, I choked before asking for dance,
will you Give me one more chance?

I took another shot, like I had no choice,
and you never were able to hear my voice,
But, I couldn't get out of this trance,
Can you Give me one more chance?

I know good things come to those who wait,
and that Love has no time and it can be late,
But, I think I always failed to ignite romance,
Thinking you'll Give me one more chance..!!

I thought I can try but had a strong fear,
and I kept waiting long and its been a year,
and this fog of failure and fear got dense,
but I know you'll Give me one more chance..!!

I came strong forgetting all about the past,
and my eyes were shining and got up so fast,
But, all ended as I got stuck at your fence,
I doubt you'll Give me one more chance..!!

I made my mind and wrote words so nice,
and My heartbeat's pace reached twice,
But, it was you who finally broke chain of Silence,
Saying You'll always Give me one more chance..!!

Sunday, January 16, 2011

I Wish We Always Stay Together..!!

As we cross this empty street alone,
Cold breeze comes from the river,
and brings a fear completely unknown,
I wish we always stay together..!!

As I hold you in my arms tonight,
With a promise to leave you never,
and everything will now feels so right,
I wish we always stay together..!!

Soon there will be a happy rain,
Making smiles our new endeavor,
Taking away all the hidden pain,
I wish we always stay together..!!

Our love is shining like a star,
Sailing across the sky so tender,
getting there doesn't seem so far,
I wish we always stay together..!!

With a soft kiss sweet as a pie,
this touch of lips can't be felt better,
The thought of which makes me fly,
I wish we always stay together..!!

Here we are on our wedding day,
The day we waited longer then ever,
Still I have nothing more to say,
but, We will always stay together...!!

Friday, January 7, 2011

In Search of True Love..!!

Today I share a story of Journey,
To some its life, To some its money,
A journey that every soul has to serve,
The journey in search of True love..!!

When we are born, we are weak,
Affection and care is all that we seek,
A Mother's touch is more than we deserve,
Still we move further in search of True love..!!

As we learn to walk, we need someone to supervise,
When we are in danger, we need his advise,
This gift is something, A Father will reserve,
As we go on In search of True love..!!

As we go further, we need some more,
We find friends, we always adore,
They are only one's who can observe,
and come along us In search of True love..!!

Sometimes with friends, we feel more alone,
Now we need someone, we can call our own,
and for who, we are most important and above,
and we live in a heart, In search of True love..!!

We get more warmth, and get our first kiss,
We reach to best friend and share the bliss,
Taking slow steps, feelings get more verve,
We go beyond limits In search of True Love..!!

Then its break up, and first time we get hurt,
Tears can't stop, and we pretend more to flirt,
The deep pain teaches, love is meant to preserve,
This time we go deeper in search of True love..!!

We grow old, now we need a life partner,
With whom we share life's every dinner,
For whom we care and try to conserve,
The place where ends, search of True Love..!!