Addiction....

I think of you every night,
I dream of you while I sleep,
I crave for your every sight,
what else could be more deep..!!

I only wish if you could hear,
Every thought I have in my mind,
I say I will wipe every tear,
If you miss something, I will find..!!

To my heart your the only key,
I ask for you every time I pray,
Even if he doesn't listen to me,
I Promise I will love you anyway..!!

To me you mean a lot more,
one I can always count on,
For you is my heart's every core,
and You will never find me gone..!!

As I walk towards your home,
I practice all the lines again,
But, I forget like some syndrome,
and this goes like an endless chain..!!

Whenever in dark I feel afraid,
I think of you and close my eye,
In seconds all my fears evade,
Your smile shines my entire sky..!!

I am looking for a way out,
I don't know what to say or do,
there is something I have no doubt,
My life starts and ends on you..!!

How would I ever say all this,
My heart stays alone and restricted,
You may never know what it is,
But to you I seem to get addicted..!!

I know someday my love will win,
and this story won't be just a fiction,
That day an epic story will begin,
Where I'll become your addiction..!!

The Best Man..!!

You always lied about loving me,
and when you said I am your plan,
You may go ahead and marry,
but, I'll always be the best man...!!

I lost the race of love by a mile,
no matter how fast I ran,
I enjoyed second place with a smile,
and being called as the best man..!!

I wanted to get rid of this thought,
but it came along in every scan,
Coz there was just one empty slot,
in your marriage, the best man..!!

You were so fast to say yes,
and to put on me, a lifetime ban,
I knew you loved less and cared less,
never thought I will be your best man..!!

I was called to raise the first toast,
Everyone stared at me, as I began,
I said thank you, my beautiful host,
I Wonder if I am really the best man..!!

I raised my glass and pointed at you,
I said, None can do, what she can,
With her love, everyday seems new,
I feel proud in calling myself the best man..!!

Like every story there will be an end,
you'll get to know who's a better man,
and when you will shout for your friend,
I might refuse to be your best man..!!

To my Mum - Happy Mother's Day

A mother is a simple woman,
Love and care are her style,
her smile shines more than sun,
All I want for her is everlasting smile..

Sent from heaven to earth,
Who love their daughter and son,
Whom they give birth,
A mother fills our life with fun..

An ordinary woman who gives so much,
Whom you need and who will love you,
To sleep on a dark night we need her touch,
Except for her's no love can be so true..

Each moment she stays same,
and who can forgive very soon,
we don't need to know her name,
Coz her every word is a boon..

who loves us like no other,
whose debt cannot be paid,
She is our superhero, our mother,
For who there can be no grade..

She takes care of all our stuff,
To express my love there are no words to say,
I know these words can't be good enough,
but I wanna wish them happy mother's day..!!

You're Everything to Me..!!

It doesn't mean I can never try,
when tears come out as I cry,
My tears build a memory lane,
I keep walking, just to meet you again..!!

As I stand alone in the courtyard,
Everything in life now seems so hard,
So I ask God, every time I pray,
give me strength for one more day..!!

Since the moment we are apart,
I live with an empty and hollow heart,
My heart may not make it through,
But It just can't stop loving you..!!

I wonder why I did not confess,
Its all your love inside, that I possess,
I don't know if I'll ever smile,
I just wanna be with you for a while..!!

I can keep everything aside,
But your love is something I can't hide,
I don't know if things can be same,
But, I know someday you'll call my name..!!

I just wanna see your lovely face,
But, I am stuck at lonely place,
I don't know if I will ever be free,
But, I know you're everything to me..!!

Was that You or Just a False Dream..!!

I remember when I saw you first,
Your smile was water to my thirst,
My heart moved away with love's stream,
You meant to me more than just a dream.!!

My feelings got worse with an internal fight,
I could not stop thinking about you all night,
I asked, is it love?, Who would deem?,
Or should I forget it just like a dream..??

I gathered courage and started to walk,
dialed your number and decided to talk,
My words were not good enough to mean,
you have become more than Just a dream..!!

You entered my life and it was full of glory,
being with you made my life a perfect story,
Our romance heated up to its extreme,
I thought I was living a perfect dream..!!

I was alone again as I reached dawn,
It broke my heart when I found you gone,
My days went black and night on blue theme,
I did not sleep to avoid any other dream..!!

Its you I still love and may always need,
but you followed your shallow greed,
I know who you have is better and supreme,
I wonder whats worse, reality or my dream..!!

I waited for you every night and day,
Thought all the hopes have now flown away,
I woke up everyday with loud screams,
as My heart bleeds due to broken dreams..!!

I wonder now whats false and whats true,
Did I lost my faith on love, or on you,
All that you did or you tried to seem,
Was that you or just a false dream..!!