Even when you stay just for a while,
You manage to make my heart smile,
The words you say mean whole world to me,
When I met you, I fulfilled my destiny..!!
I sometimes wonder how did I get so lucky,
that I have someone so sweet and pretty,
I feel theirs nothing else I could ask for,
But I just want you to be around all the more..!!
I don't know what will happen next day,
but I am pretty sure you will find me say,
that you're one of the most precious god has send,
and no matter what, I will never let this end..!!
You may mot believe my words to be true,
but I mean every word that I say to you,
For you there's no pain I cannot bare,
And for you my love, I will always be there..!!
A gem like you is impossible to replace,
coz you brighten my day in so many ways,
Whenever I am stuck, you get me through,
No wonder I can't stop falling in love with you..!!
I remember the day when we first met,
That moment so perfect, impossible to forget,
With you I wanted to spend rest of my life,
I knew then, someday I'd make you my wife..!!
The day did come when I saw you walking the aisle,
It felt like my heart stopped beating for a while,
You looked so pretty, dressed as my bride,
I promised myself, I'll always hold you by my side..!!
I don't know what next moment would bring,
But I promise there's one song my heart'll always sing,
For as long as there has been moon and star,
I promise to love you just the way you are..!!
These are few of my best Poems.... and i cherish each moment of these poems that i lived in them... one poem that i wrote when i was 16... "Mai Hu Ek Raahi, Is Raah Par Chalna Mera Kaam Hai, Mat Pucho Mera Naam, Har Kadam Se Likha Apna Naam Hai... "
Wednesday, December 14, 2016
Friday, July 5, 2013
Just Can't Stop Loving You
I stood still as looked into my dying shadow,
which had no hopes of another tomorrow,
Soon it will fade away into the darkness,
leaving behind signs of heartbeat in emptiness..!!
With heart full of doubts I looked up in the sky,
but like a falling star, I got nothing in reply,
I wonder if I would ever break this chain,
and shall find my long lost love once again..!!
They say there is someone up there looking at us,
but I think "the driver is missing from the bus",
May be I was wrong to knock on the door above,
because there is no place where I can find love..!!
So if ever you loved me in real, just answer this,
was it all false? every word you said and every kiss,
The promise that we will live and die together,
and that our love will last longer than forever..??
For you it might be an interesting story to share,
but for me its all that I have and I still care,
My heart doesn't know how to win this game,
because all it can remember, is just your name..!!
I sometimes wonder if loving you was bad or good,
but I know, I'll fall in love with you again if I could,
Even when every moment is impossible to get through,
it seems like my heart just can't stop loving you..!!
It may have been the best joke you ever played,
but for me it was the only truth in which I stayed,
and my heart cannot remember even a single day,
when I didn't love you with all that I had to give away..!!
I had hopes and dreams a long time ago,
but now there is pain which continues to grow,
and your love which is still alive inside my heart,
though you said goodbye and walked apart..!!
So here is what I can do more for your delight,
I may not pass through another sleepless night,
with a last wish that you visit my tombstone,
and for once in afterlife, I don't feel alone..!!
which had no hopes of another tomorrow,
Soon it will fade away into the darkness,
leaving behind signs of heartbeat in emptiness..!!
With heart full of doubts I looked up in the sky,
but like a falling star, I got nothing in reply,
I wonder if I would ever break this chain,
and shall find my long lost love once again..!!
They say there is someone up there looking at us,
but I think "the driver is missing from the bus",
May be I was wrong to knock on the door above,
because there is no place where I can find love..!!
So if ever you loved me in real, just answer this,
was it all false? every word you said and every kiss,
The promise that we will live and die together,
and that our love will last longer than forever..??
For you it might be an interesting story to share,
but for me its all that I have and I still care,
My heart doesn't know how to win this game,
because all it can remember, is just your name..!!
I sometimes wonder if loving you was bad or good,
but I know, I'll fall in love with you again if I could,
Even when every moment is impossible to get through,
it seems like my heart just can't stop loving you..!!
It may have been the best joke you ever played,
but for me it was the only truth in which I stayed,
and my heart cannot remember even a single day,
when I didn't love you with all that I had to give away..!!
I had hopes and dreams a long time ago,
but now there is pain which continues to grow,
and your love which is still alive inside my heart,
though you said goodbye and walked apart..!!
So here is what I can do more for your delight,
I may not pass through another sleepless night,
with a last wish that you visit my tombstone,
and for once in afterlife, I don't feel alone..!!
Monday, July 16, 2012
Hoping to See You Once Again
The first time I laid my eyes on you,
did something, I never planned to do,
My heart was starting to melt in love,
which I always thought, I didn't deserve..!!
You looked so beautiful like no other can,
and my quest to find love finally began,
because I believed that by one simple glance,
My heart can no longer put up resistance..!!
It took me long to recognize the love inside,
because I was fighting too hard on outside,
I knew my single days were finally through,
For I came to know that love can be true..!!
They said love is a way for people to cheat,
but without you everything was incomplete,
and I didn't care much if I would lose or win,
because now for me love was no longer a sin..!!
My love for you seemed like a burning fire,
it soon became an uncontrollable desire,
and I asked my heart what was happening,
coz your smile made me tremble from within..!!
I knew somewhere you felt same for me,
because being together was our destiny,
I waited for you to say you love me too,
then there was a day when you said you do..!!
I lived a dream I never thought would exist,
as it was now very hard for me to resist,
I wanted us to be together longer than forever,
but in what seems like moments, it was all over..!!
I stood still as if there was nothing I could say,
to stop you right there from walking away,
and I just picked up infinite pieces of my heart,
while you waved goodbye and walked apart..!!
You cursed my life and you gave me a scar,
that reflects on every song I play on guitar,
and I still wonder what did I do to deserve this,
that I now have beautiful memories to miss..!!
It has been many years since we last met,
but your memories are still hard to forget,
Why still I remember every word you said,
may be my heart wont forget until it's dead..!!
Destiny made us meet again after so long,
and I kept wondering if it was right or wrong,
Though you maintained your simple beauty,
but you couldn't remember any memory of me..!!
I maintained a distance so you may not notice,
and I can enjoy the perfect moment of bliss,
I remembered everything that we've been through,
but like always I had no courage to reach to you..!!
I knew that moment, my heart has to decide,
so I gathered all the courage I had left inside,
and waited for moment when you were alone,
but you treated me like I was some unknown..!!
I never expected your response to be the same,
but never thought you wouldn't recall my name,
That moment crushed my heart like never before,
because I had no hope left to live further more..!!
I was a fool to hold back your memories in mind,
while you left all those memories and love behind,
Love was all that I had left in my heart to give,
but you took it away, with it my reason to live..!!
It was not first time when I was hurt so much,
and my hands were reaching out for your touch,
but this time there was no one to hold my hand,
and there was no one else who could understand..!!
My heart soaked in tears, had no words to say,
Evaporating into sunset, my tears faded away,
My eyes was looking out waiting for your sight,
while my heart spent another sleepless night..!!
I thought I would end it and all the internal strife,
and throw you out of my heart, mind and life,
but I was so much in love, I couldn't end the pain,
and ever since I am hoping to see you once again..!!
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Let's Spend Our Life Together
I sometimes think that I don't deserve,
but you light my soul with your love,
you make me believe our love is true,
no wonder I can't stop loving you..!!
There are days when I feel low,
but you're always there to let me know,
that you'll always love and care,
and true love is what we'll always share..!!
Every beat of my heart makes me realize,
that with you every place is a paradise,
and I wonder how did I get so lucky,
Every time you say that you love me..!!
Being so close to you feels so fine,
coz your love is so pure and divine,
and there is nothing I am able to do,
If for a second, I stay without you..!!
My love for you grows with every new day,
coz your love takes my breath away,
and my love reaches to a new height,
As I hold you close in my arms tonight..!!
In my dreams you come like a butterfly,
with kisses and hugs so sweet as a pie,
and when I wake up with high alarms,
I feel so good to find you in my arms..!!
I wanna be with you for a lifespan,
coz you love me like no other can,
and if there is another life after death,
I wish to stay with you for every breath..!!
I wouldn't want my life any other way,
and there can't be a better time to say,
that I promise to love you forever,
and let's spend our life together..!!
Thursday, June 14, 2012
The World's Greatest Dad
When I think about you dear dad,
the goodtimes we've had to share,
and times when I was really sad,
No one but you were always there..!!
You were always thoughtful and giving,
to guide me and help me in anyway,
With all my heart's care and loving,
Your debt is something I can't repay..!!
Now you may have grown older,
but you get younger each year,
and like a knight in shinning armor,
you give me strength to fight every fear..!!
With you there is nothing I can do,
and I need all the love you give,
I'll always treasure memories of you,
for as long as my soul shall live..!!
our love and bond will always grow,
for the wonderful role you've had,
and I just want you to know,
You're the world's greatest dad..!!
Saturday, May 12, 2012
My Precious Mother
You colored my days with rainbow lights,
kissed my forehead for sweet dream nights,
You made me believe there is god and love,
you are an angel sent from heaven above..!!
When I am stuck, you guide me through,
Only mother's love is so pure and true,
when I am hurt, I need your warm touch,
No wonder I love you mom so much..!!
You've touched my life in so many ways,
and showed me light in all the dark days,
I thank you mom for your tender care,
for warm hugs and being always there..!!
When you're near I feel no pain and fear,
You are the sweetest of all mother dear,
If I had choice, I would've picked no other,
to be my friend forever, my precious mother..!!
kissed my forehead for sweet dream nights,
You made me believe there is god and love,
you are an angel sent from heaven above..!!
When I am stuck, you guide me through,
Only mother's love is so pure and true,
when I am hurt, I need your warm touch,
No wonder I love you mom so much..!!
You've touched my life in so many ways,
and showed me light in all the dark days,
I thank you mom for your tender care,
for warm hugs and being always there..!!
When you're near I feel no pain and fear,
You are the sweetest of all mother dear,
If I had choice, I would've picked no other,
to be my friend forever, my precious mother..!!
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Without You
I find no reason to let your memories go,
If you find one just let my heart know,
I remember the time when we were happy,
because without you girl I am so lonely..!!
Now I can't hope for a better tomorrow,
and I think my life would end in sorrow,
people say that I am too blind to see, but,
without you there is no meaning of me..!!
Don't think that I am afraid to live alone,
I just can't live, if I can't call you my own,
but seems I can't make it through,
coz without you there's nothing I can do..!!
If only there was a way to make you stay,
I'd have stopped you from walking away,
but seems like there is no going back,
without you, someday, my heart will crack..!!
To bring you back and make things same,
I would erase this and take all the blame,
but It was you, not me, who walked apart,
without you I was left with a lonely heart..!!
All day and night my heart cries out,
and tries to show what love is all about,
but, I don't have you and no friend to listen,
that without you my heart is broken..!!
Your love has really struck me deep,
so much so, every night I can't sleep,
coz with open eyes I see a nightmare,
without you there is no one to care..!!
I don't wish to spend another sleepless night,
I just want your love and no more fight,
but, seems like I'll have to miss you again,
and without you I'll always be in pain..!!
If you find one just let my heart know,
I remember the time when we were happy,
because without you girl I am so lonely..!!
Now I can't hope for a better tomorrow,
and I think my life would end in sorrow,
people say that I am too blind to see, but,
without you there is no meaning of me..!!
Don't think that I am afraid to live alone,
I just can't live, if I can't call you my own,
but seems I can't make it through,
coz without you there's nothing I can do..!!
If only there was a way to make you stay,
I'd have stopped you from walking away,
but seems like there is no going back,
without you, someday, my heart will crack..!!
To bring you back and make things same,
I would erase this and take all the blame,
but It was you, not me, who walked apart,
without you I was left with a lonely heart..!!
All day and night my heart cries out,
and tries to show what love is all about,
but, I don't have you and no friend to listen,
that without you my heart is broken..!!
Your love has really struck me deep,
so much so, every night I can't sleep,
coz with open eyes I see a nightmare,
without you there is no one to care..!!
I don't wish to spend another sleepless night,
I just want your love and no more fight,
but, seems like I'll have to miss you again,
and without you I'll always be in pain..!!
Friday, March 30, 2012
I Will Never Let You Go
Its been a long time since we last met,
your eyes are still impossible to forget,
loosing you was something I couldn't bare,
and I was left alone with no one to care..!!
Words cannot express everything that I feel,
because I have a heart only you can heal,
You said that you never loved me, so easily,
then why can't this turn out easy for me..!!
I wish there was a way back to start,
So I could stop you from breaking my heart,
but, my heart doesn't even want this,
saying nothing was better than our first kiss..!!
If you don't want me around you anymore,
why am I yours today and be forever your?
My heart doesn't dream, yeah not much,
but, still I miss you and I miss your touch..!!
There are lucky nights when I fall asleep,
but dreams of you remind me of pain so deep,
I wonder where these dreams would lead,
seems as if your love is all that I need..!!
People never saw my tears coming out,
but, deep inside, my heart was bursting out,
They said I am as happy as my smile seems,
but, Inside there were just shattered dreams..!!
Days have past so did many years,
but, my heart still holds onto those tears,
even though my tears haven't dried,
What hurts me more is you never tried..!!
It doesn't matter if you are very far away,
I shall wait for you every night and day
I don't care if it takes a lifetime or more,
I know every second is worth waiting for..!!
If only you could have seen love in my eyes,
our love wouldn't have ended on goodbyes,
But, I'll wait no matter how long it may take
and I promise I'll never let my hopes break..!!
I am in a hope, you'd come back someday,
So I could hold you close again and say,
that no matter what I will always love you,
I will never let you go even if you want me to..!!
your eyes are still impossible to forget,
loosing you was something I couldn't bare,
and I was left alone with no one to care..!!
Words cannot express everything that I feel,
because I have a heart only you can heal,
You said that you never loved me, so easily,
then why can't this turn out easy for me..!!
I wish there was a way back to start,
So I could stop you from breaking my heart,
but, my heart doesn't even want this,
saying nothing was better than our first kiss..!!
If you don't want me around you anymore,
why am I yours today and be forever your?
My heart doesn't dream, yeah not much,
but, still I miss you and I miss your touch..!!
There are lucky nights when I fall asleep,
but dreams of you remind me of pain so deep,
I wonder where these dreams would lead,
seems as if your love is all that I need..!!
People never saw my tears coming out,
but, deep inside, my heart was bursting out,
They said I am as happy as my smile seems,
but, Inside there were just shattered dreams..!!
Days have past so did many years,
but, my heart still holds onto those tears,
even though my tears haven't dried,
What hurts me more is you never tried..!!
It doesn't matter if you are very far away,
I shall wait for you every night and day
I don't care if it takes a lifetime or more,
I know every second is worth waiting for..!!
If only you could have seen love in my eyes,
our love wouldn't have ended on goodbyes,
But, I'll wait no matter how long it may take
and I promise I'll never let my hopes break..!!
I am in a hope, you'd come back someday,
So I could hold you close again and say,
that no matter what I will always love you,
I will never let you go even if you want me to..!!
Monday, March 5, 2012
I Thank God That You're Mother To Me
Since the day you gave me birth,
and brought me to this heavenly earth,
I stay calm in your presence,
coz you show me life's essence,
You're an angel sent from above,
no wonder I always need your love,
God must have been so gracious,
by giving you a heart so spacious,
I wish you always wear a smile on your face,
then my heart shall have no empty place,
If god didn't send you to this world,
There would be nothing I could afford,
Its just you who I always wish to see,
I thank god that you're mother to me..!!
Friday, February 3, 2012
Missing You..!!
My heart shouts like a thunderous roar,
coz it knows you don't love me any more,
You ignited so many desires in my heart,
but soon you brutally ripped it apart..!!
My fears grow with every passing night,
while days pass out without any light,
No wonder they are so afraid to love,
Coz there's noone watching from above..!!
I am still waiting for this rain to end,
while looking out for a true friend,
but, seems like I am stuck in this chain,
where nothing seems sweeter than pain..!!
You gave me the pain noone could give,
It seemed like a dream that I had to live,
I gave you my love and everything I had,
but, in the end everything turned sad..!!
The love we shared couldn't last long,
May be loving you was all very wrong,
My heart never really had any choice
and later it could never raise its voice..!!
I was a fool to believe, every time you lied,
but, you couldn't care, even when I cried,
I have been trying to forget you since years,
but, Your love couldn't be washed away in tears..!!
I tried to hold up my feelings so tight,
but, inside there was an endless fight,
no matter how hard I try to stop,
but, comes out another tear drop..!!
Sometimes I find no words to say,
What silence could never convey,
I thought you'd hear what's untold,
but, Your heart was rather ice cold..!!
I never thought that you would ignore,
but it was easy for you to shut the door,
and I wonder if I can ever get through,
but, All I do now is just missing you..!!
coz it knows you don't love me any more,
You ignited so many desires in my heart,
but soon you brutally ripped it apart..!!
My fears grow with every passing night,
while days pass out without any light,
No wonder they are so afraid to love,
Coz there's noone watching from above..!!
I am still waiting for this rain to end,
while looking out for a true friend,
but, seems like I am stuck in this chain,
where nothing seems sweeter than pain..!!
You gave me the pain noone could give,
It seemed like a dream that I had to live,
I gave you my love and everything I had,
but, in the end everything turned sad..!!
The love we shared couldn't last long,
May be loving you was all very wrong,
My heart never really had any choice
and later it could never raise its voice..!!
I was a fool to believe, every time you lied,
but, you couldn't care, even when I cried,
I have been trying to forget you since years,
but, Your love couldn't be washed away in tears..!!
I tried to hold up my feelings so tight,
but, inside there was an endless fight,
no matter how hard I try to stop,
but, comes out another tear drop..!!
Sometimes I find no words to say,
What silence could never convey,
I thought you'd hear what's untold,
but, Your heart was rather ice cold..!!
I never thought that you would ignore,
but it was easy for you to shut the door,
and I wonder if I can ever get through,
but, All I do now is just missing you..!!

Thursday, December 1, 2011
In My Dreams You are Mine Forever..!!
I tried to live all my dreams,
but, it was harder than it seems,
Now they sleep inside my eyes,
More like a long lost paradise..!!
Dreams get alive again every night,
and appear to be perfectly alright,
Sometimes its very hard to believe,
whether its real or something I perceive..!!
Whats worth every second inside,
is that my heart has nothing to hide,
The only place where there is no secret,
and where my heart has no regret..!!
For every lie that you ever told,
My heart turned into an ocean so cold,
What else could my heart ever seek,
A dream where, its never so weak..!!
Tears shed through my eyes like rain,
made me strong to never love again,
I sometimes wonder what hurts more,
Lonely life or I have nothing to fight for..!!
I never had any clue since the start,
that someday you'll rip my heart apart,
we were never meant to be together,
but, In my dreams you are mine forever..!!
If dreams are meant for when I am asleep,
Don't wake me up from heaven so deep,
No matter what I lose on this way,
because here you never walk away..!!
What my open eyes could never see,
was shown by beautiful dreams to me,
I got to spend a life in love with you,
No matter if dreams never come true..!!
Monday, November 28, 2011
Story of Love That We Together Share
When we kiss I can't open my eyes,
coz heaven in love is always unseen,
and There can be no man more wise,
than who knows what I feel and mean..!!
The God we know has carved a way,
which is as beautiful as it may seem,
I know for sure that our love will stay,
I never saw anything better even in dream..!!
When I am asleep I see your face,
and when I open my eyes everyday,
Its just your love that I want to chase,
your love is worth every plea and pray..!!
I can't count days or those infinite times,
when you held my hand and made me smile,
and like a healing sound of numerous chimes,
you gave me strength to go though every mile..!!
When sky is dark and there is no star,
you bring me love that shines so bright,
You heal every wound removing every scar,
reason why my eyes wait long for your sight..!!
No wonder on your love I depend and rely,
and for you I put my heart on the line,
I can trust you with my life without asking why,
coz your love makes my darkest days shine..!!
My heartbeat goes low when you are far,
every second I wish to hold you close tight,
and songs that I write and play on my guitar,
say I miss you more with every passing night..!!
With you I keep no secrets within my heart,
because only you can understand my silence,
and There has been no day since the start,
when you were not center of my existence..!!
No wonder I inspire anyone who hears,
The story of love that we together share,
and how we have spent our past years,
For every heart needs someone to care..!!
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Searching For Answers That Aren't Just There
All this time I was riding on a dead end highway,
Killing my desires, I waited for you to go away,
A Long ago, even I stopped keeping the score,
each time you said, you don't love me anymore..!!
I tried to hold my tears as tight as I could,
But somehow I knew this wont do any good,
but, if you could see my tears in the rain,
You'd know I am trying to wash away pain..!!
I wonder if there will be a better tomorrow,
Or, would there be today's pain and sorrow,
Coz broken pieces of my dreams is what I got,
and Yesterday's rainbows are now all lost..!!
The strings of my heart are drawn tight,
Similar to how a curtain shuts out the light,
Seem like my emotions are restricted to flow,
Whenever I see you outside enjoying this show..!!
My heart is cold, veins like frozen rope,
Emotions drain out choking every hope,
my knees are weak, it’s hard not to surrender,
Could love struck so bad, I sometimes wonder..!!
There is no one here to hear me out,
no matter how loud my heart may shout,
Seems like I am dragging graves of despair,
Searching for answers that aren't just there..!!
Killing my desires, I waited for you to go away,
A Long ago, even I stopped keeping the score,
each time you said, you don't love me anymore..!!
I tried to hold my tears as tight as I could,
But somehow I knew this wont do any good,
but, if you could see my tears in the rain,
You'd know I am trying to wash away pain..!!
I wonder if there will be a better tomorrow,
Or, would there be today's pain and sorrow,
Coz broken pieces of my dreams is what I got,
and Yesterday's rainbows are now all lost..!!
The strings of my heart are drawn tight,
Similar to how a curtain shuts out the light,
Seem like my emotions are restricted to flow,
Whenever I see you outside enjoying this show..!!
My heart is cold, veins like frozen rope,
Emotions drain out choking every hope,
my knees are weak, it’s hard not to surrender,
Could love struck so bad, I sometimes wonder..!!
There is no one here to hear me out,
no matter how loud my heart may shout,
Seems like I am dragging graves of despair,
Searching for answers that aren't just there..!!
Monday, November 7, 2011
I Promise to Love You Till The Day I Die..!!
I've seen dreams where I kiss you,
and spent lonely nights when I miss you,
But, nothing can be better then the day,
When I'll know that you'll always stay..!!
You don't need to try very hard, coz
Inside my heart there's just one card,
That shouts out your name all the time,
With songs written in perfect rhyme..!!
If only you could hear my heart's voice,
You'll know my heart never had any choice,
But, to love you like none other can,
and wait for you till end of its life span..!!
I never meant to force my love on you,
Coz The love I have is all pure and true,
and there is no thought more divine,
but, the thought of making you mine..!!
The days have past and its been long,
Since I feel your love in every song,
Now its time to say what I have inside,
that I want you to stay by my side..!!
Would you accept my heart or let it rot?
If I ask whether you love me or not?
Would you listen to what I have to say?
or will you ignore and walk away..??
I know my love, that you'll believe me,
because to you my love is no mystery,
but, even if you don't love me back,
I promise I'll never change my track..!!
I don't know what would I do,
the day You'll say "You love me too",
I know I'll be loving you more and more,
Coz I've never known any love before..!!
So if you love, just give me one sign,
and say what they call "a magical line",
So that I can hold you in my arms so tight,
and never let you go off my sight..!!
I don't know what next moment will bring,
But, You'll always be in every song I sing,
You'll always see your picture in my eye,
I promise to love you till the day I die..!!
and spent lonely nights when I miss you,
But, nothing can be better then the day,
When I'll know that you'll always stay..!!
You don't need to try very hard, coz
Inside my heart there's just one card,
That shouts out your name all the time,
With songs written in perfect rhyme..!!
If only you could hear my heart's voice,
You'll know my heart never had any choice,
But, to love you like none other can,
and wait for you till end of its life span..!!
I never meant to force my love on you,
Coz The love I have is all pure and true,
and there is no thought more divine,
but, the thought of making you mine..!!
The days have past and its been long,
Since I feel your love in every song,
Now its time to say what I have inside,
that I want you to stay by my side..!!
Would you accept my heart or let it rot?
If I ask whether you love me or not?
Would you listen to what I have to say?
or will you ignore and walk away..??
I know my love, that you'll believe me,
because to you my love is no mystery,
but, even if you don't love me back,
I promise I'll never change my track..!!
I don't know what would I do,
the day You'll say "You love me too",
I know I'll be loving you more and more,
Coz I've never known any love before..!!
So if you love, just give me one sign,
and say what they call "a magical line",
So that I can hold you in my arms so tight,
and never let you go off my sight..!!
I don't know what next moment will bring,
But, You'll always be in every song I sing,
You'll always see your picture in my eye,
I promise to love you till the day I die..!!
Monday, October 24, 2011
Forever Yours
There is one moment I can't forget,
For the first time when our eyes met,
I felt an aura possessed by just few,
I stared like there is nothing I've to do..!!
My heart was lost in a confused state,
Whether it's really you or illusion of my fate,
So I closed my eyes for a moment or two,
but, I kept looking at a picture of you..!!
I knew it then that I want to make you mine,
Because I can't find another soul mate so fine,
and My heart started to overflow with love,
When I saw the one I always dreamed of..!!
I felt like my heartbeat stopped for a while,
but, I was relaxed when I saw your smile,
So I grabbed my guts and started to walk,
Though I didn't had much in mind to talk..!!
Your smile was like a perfect piece of art,
and I had just one thought inside my heart,
that How should I express what I have to say,
coz, I was afraid that you'll walk away..!!
While I was wondering how to confess,
I found no words that could possibly express,
The true sense of what I was feeling,
and with what I was continuously dealing..!!
The love that struck my heart deep inside,
Effect of which became impossible to hide,
So I had to take the chance I couldn't afford,
and express my love for you in every word..!!
I said I love you, holding your soft hand,
I was wondering if you would understand,
but You said nothing and showed no sign,
Like I said something that crossed the line..!!
My heart went cold with unknown fear,
Each moment then passed like another year,
I was waiting for you to say something to me,
because only your words could set me free..!!
The moment came when you broke the silence,
every word you said was worth my patience,
I was closely listening to every word you said,
and I was so much in love my face turned red..!!
You said I would always be your best choice,
I couldn't have heard it in a sweeter voice,
You came closer to me and hugged me tight,
saying you'll love me everyday day and night..!!
Except for you there's nothing I'll ask for,
No wonder I keep loving you more and more,
and my heart shouts out like thunderous roars,
It'll always love you and will be forever yours..!!
For the first time when our eyes met,
I felt an aura possessed by just few,
I stared like there is nothing I've to do..!!
My heart was lost in a confused state,
Whether it's really you or illusion of my fate,
So I closed my eyes for a moment or two,
but, I kept looking at a picture of you..!!
I knew it then that I want to make you mine,
Because I can't find another soul mate so fine,
and My heart started to overflow with love,
When I saw the one I always dreamed of..!!
I felt like my heartbeat stopped for a while,
but, I was relaxed when I saw your smile,
So I grabbed my guts and started to walk,
Though I didn't had much in mind to talk..!!
Your smile was like a perfect piece of art,
and I had just one thought inside my heart,
that How should I express what I have to say,
coz, I was afraid that you'll walk away..!!
While I was wondering how to confess,
I found no words that could possibly express,
The true sense of what I was feeling,
and with what I was continuously dealing..!!
The love that struck my heart deep inside,
Effect of which became impossible to hide,
So I had to take the chance I couldn't afford,
and express my love for you in every word..!!
I said I love you, holding your soft hand,
I was wondering if you would understand,
but You said nothing and showed no sign,
Like I said something that crossed the line..!!
My heart went cold with unknown fear,
Each moment then passed like another year,
I was waiting for you to say something to me,
because only your words could set me free..!!
The moment came when you broke the silence,
every word you said was worth my patience,
I was closely listening to every word you said,
and I was so much in love my face turned red..!!
You said I would always be your best choice,
I couldn't have heard it in a sweeter voice,
You came closer to me and hugged me tight,
saying you'll love me everyday day and night..!!
Except for you there's nothing I'll ask for,
No wonder I keep loving you more and more,
and my heart shouts out like thunderous roars,
It'll always love you and will be forever yours..!!
Sunday, October 16, 2011
To My Heart's Keeper
I remember the time when you loved me,
and our love blossomed like an eternal tree,
The days have past and its been years,
but, still your memories bring me tears..!!
I wonder how can I forget all this, when
I still have fragrance of your last kiss,
when I look at moon I wave you goodbye,
and I may not stop doing that until I die..!!
To me its your smile that matters,
no matter if the dream I had shatters,
The dream where we were together,
and Lived our lives happily in love forever..!!
So where ever you're just give me a smile,
Because if you'd, I'll be happy for a while,
by knowing that you're well and fine,
no matter if I couldn't make you mine..!!
I keep love for you deep inside my heart,
coz to express love, my lips may never part,
and I know I'll never get anything in return,
and to this truth my heart shall always burn..!!
Your love wasn't something I could have won,
because to me you've always been the one,
So I never lied and never tried to cheat,
and kept you very close to my heartbeat..!!
If only I had power, I could have designed,
but, I can never banish love from my mind,
For I want something that can inspire,
but, seems like I can't get what I desire..!!
My soul and heart can come to relief,
only when I can feel the joy of grief,
Or if I could feel the touch of your lips,
the force unmatched by a thousand ships..!!
No purpose, Yet my soul wanders alone,
So dark and sad is my love's tombstone,
and with pleasure I let my soul roam,
coz It may someday bring you back home..!!
I live a life that has no dream or hope,
I wonder how long my heart can cope,
The path of my life is getting steeper,
as I wait for you, oh my heart's keeper..!!
and our love blossomed like an eternal tree,
The days have past and its been years,
but, still your memories bring me tears..!!
I wonder how can I forget all this, when
I still have fragrance of your last kiss,
when I look at moon I wave you goodbye,
and I may not stop doing that until I die..!!
To me its your smile that matters,
no matter if the dream I had shatters,
The dream where we were together,
and Lived our lives happily in love forever..!!
So where ever you're just give me a smile,
Because if you'd, I'll be happy for a while,
by knowing that you're well and fine,
no matter if I couldn't make you mine..!!
I keep love for you deep inside my heart,
coz to express love, my lips may never part,
and I know I'll never get anything in return,
and to this truth my heart shall always burn..!!
Your love wasn't something I could have won,
because to me you've always been the one,
So I never lied and never tried to cheat,
and kept you very close to my heartbeat..!!
If only I had power, I could have designed,
but, I can never banish love from my mind,
For I want something that can inspire,
but, seems like I can't get what I desire..!!
My soul and heart can come to relief,
only when I can feel the joy of grief,
Or if I could feel the touch of your lips,
the force unmatched by a thousand ships..!!
No purpose, Yet my soul wanders alone,
So dark and sad is my love's tombstone,
and with pleasure I let my soul roam,
coz It may someday bring you back home..!!
I live a life that has no dream or hope,
I wonder how long my heart can cope,
The path of my life is getting steeper,
as I wait for you, oh my heart's keeper..!!
Sunday, October 2, 2011
जिए जा रहा हु मैं
तनहा अकेले इस कदर जी रहा हु मैं,
ना कोई राह ना मंजिल, युह्नी भटक रहा हु मैं,
देखते है लोग मुझे हँसते हंसाते हुए आज भी,
पर छुपा कर अपनी बेबसी, मुस्कुरा रहा हु मैं...
किस्मत के लिखे अक्षरों को मिटा रहा हु मैं,
दिल पे लगे गम के दाग हटा रहा हु मैं,
सुनते है लोग मुझे शेरो-शायरी करते हुए आज भी,
पर छुपा कर तेरा नाम, गुनगुना रहा हु मैं...
दिया था जो वादा, आज भी निभा रहा हु मैं,
भूलकर दिन रात, तेरा इंतज़ार कर रहा हु मैं,
मिलते है लोग मुझे नई शुरुवात करते हुए आज भी,
पर छुपा कर हर एहसास, तेरे ख्वाब बुन रहा हु मैं...
कोई गुनाह किये बिना, सज़ा पा रहा हु मैं,
बेरंग सी इस दुनिया के, दस्तूर निभा रहा हु मैं,
देखते है लोग मुझे हर जश्न में पीते हुए आज भी,
पर छुपा कर हर जसबात, गम भुला रहा हु मैं...
अपने दिल के खालीपन को भर रहा हु मैं,
हर लम्हा तेरी याद में कुर्बान कर रहा हु मैं,
सोचते है लोग के चैन से सोता हु मैं आज भी,
पर बुझा कर हर दिया, यादों में जी रहा हु मैं...
टूटे दिल के दुक्दो को फिर से जमा रहा हु मैं,
हर पल अपने धैर्य को आज़मा रहा हु मैं,
कहते है लोग मुझे वो साथ हैं मेरे आज भी,
पर छुपा कर तेरी तस्वीर, ज़िन्दगी बिता रहा हु मैं...
ना कोई राह ना मंजिल, युह्नी भटक रहा हु मैं,
देखते है लोग मुझे हँसते हंसाते हुए आज भी,
पर छुपा कर अपनी बेबसी, मुस्कुरा रहा हु मैं...
किस्मत के लिखे अक्षरों को मिटा रहा हु मैं,
दिल पे लगे गम के दाग हटा रहा हु मैं,
सुनते है लोग मुझे शेरो-शायरी करते हुए आज भी,
पर छुपा कर तेरा नाम, गुनगुना रहा हु मैं...
दिया था जो वादा, आज भी निभा रहा हु मैं,
भूलकर दिन रात, तेरा इंतज़ार कर रहा हु मैं,
मिलते है लोग मुझे नई शुरुवात करते हुए आज भी,
पर छुपा कर हर एहसास, तेरे ख्वाब बुन रहा हु मैं...
कोई गुनाह किये बिना, सज़ा पा रहा हु मैं,
बेरंग सी इस दुनिया के, दस्तूर निभा रहा हु मैं,
देखते है लोग मुझे हर जश्न में पीते हुए आज भी,
पर छुपा कर हर जसबात, गम भुला रहा हु मैं...
अपने दिल के खालीपन को भर रहा हु मैं,
हर लम्हा तेरी याद में कुर्बान कर रहा हु मैं,
सोचते है लोग के चैन से सोता हु मैं आज भी,
पर बुझा कर हर दिया, यादों में जी रहा हु मैं...
टूटे दिल के दुक्दो को फिर से जमा रहा हु मैं,
हर पल अपने धैर्य को आज़मा रहा हु मैं,
कहते है लोग मुझे वो साथ हैं मेरे आज भी,
पर छुपा कर तेरी तस्वीर, ज़िन्दगी बिता रहा हु मैं...

Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Another Lonely Sleepless Night..!!
I wonder where is that blue sky,
that had all the laughter and joy,
A storm blew up everything in air,
and I was left with no one to care..!!
My heartbeat goes weaker everyday,
Since my love has walked away,
Baby, won't you listen to my plea,
that my love please come back to me..!!
If you say from all your soul and heart,
that we were always meant to be apart,
I promise I would never call you again,
or ask you to relieve me of this deep pain..!!
If only you could see with your eyes,
how every feeling inside my heart dies,
coz I still love and I will always do,
It seems like I can't live without you..!!
I don't think I will live for long like this,
Coz there ain't a second I don't miss,
The way I use to walk holding your hand,
the feeling only you could understand..!!
now my heart is pounding on an empty street,
Seems like its on an endless streak of defeat,
the pain of losing you changed its shape,
My heart tries a lot but it cannot escape..!!
My heart cries out but without any tear,
When its finds out that you are not here,
threads of memories burn in blue flame,
but I just can't throw your picture frame..!!
The broken glass of memories start to fall,
There isn't any good time that I can recall,
Every emotion drains out of every pore,
as I sweep all my desires under the floor..!!
Everything that was hidden has been told,
and my soul has never been this cold,
Now there is nothing I'll say or do,
but I wonder if I'll ever hear from you..!!
My heart is heavy like nothing is right,
Deep inside I hold back my tears tight,
watching windows turn gray and then white,
I survived another lonely sleepless night..!!
that had all the laughter and joy,
A storm blew up everything in air,
and I was left with no one to care..!!
My heartbeat goes weaker everyday,
Since my love has walked away,
Baby, won't you listen to my plea,
that my love please come back to me..!!
If you say from all your soul and heart,
that we were always meant to be apart,
I promise I would never call you again,
or ask you to relieve me of this deep pain..!!
If only you could see with your eyes,
how every feeling inside my heart dies,
coz I still love and I will always do,
It seems like I can't live without you..!!
I don't think I will live for long like this,
Coz there ain't a second I don't miss,
The way I use to walk holding your hand,
the feeling only you could understand..!!
now my heart is pounding on an empty street,
Seems like its on an endless streak of defeat,
the pain of losing you changed its shape,
My heart tries a lot but it cannot escape..!!
My heart cries out but without any tear,
When its finds out that you are not here,
threads of memories burn in blue flame,
but I just can't throw your picture frame..!!
The broken glass of memories start to fall,
There isn't any good time that I can recall,
Every emotion drains out of every pore,
as I sweep all my desires under the floor..!!
Everything that was hidden has been told,
and my soul has never been this cold,
Now there is nothing I'll say or do,
but I wonder if I'll ever hear from you..!!
My heart is heavy like nothing is right,
Deep inside I hold back my tears tight,
watching windows turn gray and then white,
I survived another lonely sleepless night..!!
Friday, September 16, 2011
My Search Always Ends on You..!!
I feel lucky to have your heart,
one that is so pure and true,
I don't know where to start,but
my search always ends on you..!!
All your thoughts drive me insane,
I fall for you over and over again,
I don't know if I'll find any clue, but
my search always ends on you..!!
This ain't something I can ignore,
there are questions all over to explore,
I don't know if I'll end up blue, but
my search always ends on you..!!
I have been walking for a while,
seems like haven't reached venue,
I don't know if I can walk another mile,
but. my search always ends on you..!!
I feel your every word is like wine,
one that is sweeter than morning dew,
I don't know If I'll Make you mine, but
my search always ends on you..!!
There cannot be a better time,
To say everything I ever wanted to,
I don't know if loving you is crime,
but, my search always ends on you..!!
I came to you with ring and bouquet,
There is nothing more I can say or do,
I don't know if you'll say yes or walk away,
but, my search always ends on you..!!
This ain't just a propose for truce,
but, to know if you love me too,
I don't know if I'll get some excuse,
but, my search always ends on you..!!
I wish all the time that you be my wife,
We'll be together for the rest of our life,
I promise I'll never want anyone but you,
Because my search always ends on you..!!
one that is so pure and true,
I don't know where to start,but
my search always ends on you..!!
All your thoughts drive me insane,
I fall for you over and over again,
I don't know if I'll find any clue, but
my search always ends on you..!!
This ain't something I can ignore,
there are questions all over to explore,
I don't know if I'll end up blue, but
my search always ends on you..!!
I have been walking for a while,
seems like haven't reached venue,
I don't know if I can walk another mile,
but. my search always ends on you..!!
I feel your every word is like wine,
one that is sweeter than morning dew,
I don't know If I'll Make you mine, but
my search always ends on you..!!
There cannot be a better time,
To say everything I ever wanted to,
I don't know if loving you is crime,
but, my search always ends on you..!!
I came to you with ring and bouquet,
There is nothing more I can say or do,
I don't know if you'll say yes or walk away,
but, my search always ends on you..!!
This ain't just a propose for truce,
but, to know if you love me too,
I don't know if I'll get some excuse,
but, my search always ends on you..!!
I wish all the time that you be my wife,
We'll be together for the rest of our life,
I promise I'll never want anyone but you,
Because my search always ends on you..!!
Friday, September 9, 2011
The First Kiss
I remember the day we had our first kiss,
The day so beautiful, I shall always miss,
I saw your beautiful eyes after a long wait,
To this day I wonder it was just luck or fate..!!
As I held your hand, my palms started to sweat,
Nothing could feel more good, I can bet,
It was breezing winter but I felt fire inside,
Because you were so close sitting by my side..!!
We were talking slowly so no one could hear,
A moment of which was better than entire year,
I hold you close as we swayed in deep silence,
I heard just music of love, during that slow dance..!!
"I will always love you" You whispered in my ear,
I somehow knew that the moment was near,
Those words made everything worthwhile,
and deep down my heart I had a secret smile..!!
I was confused if I could make the next move,
and I was wondering whether you'll approve,
You came closer, I could feel your subtle scent,
The fragrance of which felt so young and innocent..!!
Next moment I took you in my arms so tight,
and forgot about everything wrong or right,
I just wanted that moment to stand still,
Coz, it was hard to believe that moment was real..!!
There was no distance left between for air,
While I was slowly caressing your beautiful hair,
You asked if I will ever go away from you,
I said I will never go away and that I'll die if I do..!!
Right when I was wondering you are so unique,
To took me by surprise when you kissed me on cheek,
The vibration in my heart was like my guitar strum,
as I felt the shock and my tips and toes went numb..!!
I slowly reached to your soft and tender lips,
and I felt some tightening through my fingertips,
The moment came soon when we had our first kiss,
My heart melt down with that feeling of bliss..!!
I tried so hard but could not open my eyes,
I knew then it will never end on goodbyes,
Our first kiss is what I can never forget,
It reminds of only moment that was perfect..!!
The day so beautiful, I shall always miss,
I saw your beautiful eyes after a long wait,
To this day I wonder it was just luck or fate..!!
As I held your hand, my palms started to sweat,
Nothing could feel more good, I can bet,
It was breezing winter but I felt fire inside,
Because you were so close sitting by my side..!!
We were talking slowly so no one could hear,
A moment of which was better than entire year,
I hold you close as we swayed in deep silence,
I heard just music of love, during that slow dance..!!
"I will always love you" You whispered in my ear,
I somehow knew that the moment was near,
Those words made everything worthwhile,
and deep down my heart I had a secret smile..!!
I was confused if I could make the next move,
and I was wondering whether you'll approve,
You came closer, I could feel your subtle scent,
The fragrance of which felt so young and innocent..!!
Next moment I took you in my arms so tight,
and forgot about everything wrong or right,
I just wanted that moment to stand still,
Coz, it was hard to believe that moment was real..!!
There was no distance left between for air,
While I was slowly caressing your beautiful hair,
You asked if I will ever go away from you,
I said I will never go away and that I'll die if I do..!!
Right when I was wondering you are so unique,
To took me by surprise when you kissed me on cheek,
The vibration in my heart was like my guitar strum,
as I felt the shock and my tips and toes went numb..!!
I slowly reached to your soft and tender lips,
and I felt some tightening through my fingertips,
The moment came soon when we had our first kiss,
My heart melt down with that feeling of bliss..!!
I tried so hard but could not open my eyes,
I knew then it will never end on goodbyes,
Our first kiss is what I can never forget,
It reminds of only moment that was perfect..!!
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