Hoping to See You Once Again

The first time I laid my eyes on you,
did something, I never planned to do,
My heart was starting to melt in love,
which I always thought, I didn't deserve..!!

You looked so beautiful like no other can,
and my quest to find love finally began,
because I believed that by one simple glance,
My heart can no longer put up resistance..!!

It took me long to recognize the love inside,
because I was fighting too hard on outside,
I knew my single days were finally through,
For I came to know that love can be true..!!

They said love is a way for people to cheat,
but without you everything was incomplete,
and I didn't care much if I would lose or win,
because now for me love was no longer a sin..!!

My love for you seemed like a burning fire,
it soon became an uncontrollable desire,
and I asked my heart what was happening,
coz your smile made me tremble from within..!!

I knew somewhere you felt same for me,
because being together was our destiny,
I waited for you to say you love me too,
then there was a day when you said you do..!!

I lived a dream I never thought would exist,
as it was now very hard for me to resist,
I wanted us to be together longer than forever,
but in what seems like moments, it was all over..!!

I stood still as if there was nothing I could say,
to stop you right there from walking away,
and I just picked up infinite pieces of my heart,
while you waved goodbye and walked apart..!!

You cursed my life and you gave me a scar,
that reflects on every song I play on guitar,
and I still wonder what did I do to deserve this,
that I now have beautiful memories to miss..!!

It has been many years since we last met,
but your memories are still hard to forget,
Why still I remember every word you said,
may be my heart wont forget until it's dead..!!

Destiny made us meet again after so long,
and I kept wondering if it was right or wrong,
Though you maintained your simple beauty,
but you couldn't remember any memory of me..!!

I maintained a distance so you may not notice,
and I can enjoy the perfect moment of bliss,
I remembered everything that we've been through,
but like always I had no courage to reach to you..!!

I knew that moment, my heart has to decide,
so I gathered all the courage I had left inside,
and waited for moment when you were alone,
but you treated me like I was some unknown..!!

I never expected your response to be the same,
but never thought you wouldn't recall my name,
That moment crushed my heart like never before,
because I had no hope left to live further more..!!

I was a fool to hold back your memories in mind,
while you left all those memories and love behind,
Love was all that I had left in my heart to give,
but you took it away, with it my reason to live..!!

It was not first time when I was hurt so much,
and my hands were reaching out for your touch,
but this time there was no one to hold my hand,
and there was no one else who could understand..!!

My heart soaked in tears, had no words to say,
Evaporating into sunset, my tears faded away,
My eyes was looking out waiting for your sight,
while my heart spent another sleepless night..!!

I thought I would end it and all the internal strife,
and throw you out of my heart, mind and life,
but I was so much in love, I couldn't end the pain,
and ever since I am hoping to see you once again..!!