My Final Goodbye..!!

I am standing on this empty street,
No matter if it is cold or burning heat...

I see her going far away from me,
but, I guess this was meant to be...

I kept waiting for her all day all night,
But, She was too busy to even try or fight..

She said I may not see her again,
and she could never give more pain..

I may not be happy as she may seem,
but everynight I shall see her in dream...

She said you should take good care,
I asked her what more is spare...

I wish she stays happy and get all joy,
No matter if I was just another toy..

I tried wishing her good luck for life,
coz she's going to be someone Else's wife...

She promised that she will always stay,
but that promise was just a plastic play...

I don't know how long will I survive,
but, I know my heart isn't alive...

I know this may sound a little absurd,
but I ended my life for a 6 letter word..

She called me to say sorry but I was high,
and I never said anything but just a sigh...

I went out and looked for friends,
but, I was looking at some shallow ends..

I never thought I could be this alone,
and I will not have anyone to cal my own...

I looked up at god if he can justify,
but, my bad luck I never got reply...

So I came back home and kept thinking,
while every hope of life kept sinking...

I kept thinking more what should I do,
but, always thought of love that wasn't true...

How can everything I had end so soon,
and I was alone again just like moon...

Now she seems more like a star,
whom I can see but is very far...

I think, for her I was an ordinary guy,
because, Even if I am dead she won't cry...

I called her desperately because I fall down,
but, she was too busy to answer phone..

No.. she can't be someone I ever knew,
and the one who always said "I love you"...

Who is to question and who is to blame,
because now I can't even say your name..

I never wanted anything to end this way,
but, she left me nothing more to say...

I don't want any answers or ask Why..
All I wanna say is, this is My Final Goodbye..!!