Missing You..!!

My heart shouts like a thunderous roar,
coz it knows you don't love me any more,
You ignited so many desires in my heart,
but soon you brutally ripped it apart..!!

My fears grow with every passing night,
while days pass out without any light,
No wonder they are so afraid to love,
Coz there's noone watching from above..!!

I am still waiting for this rain to end,
while looking out for a true friend,
but, seems like I am stuck in this chain,
where nothing seems sweeter than pain..!!

You gave me the pain noone could give,
It seemed like a dream that I had to live,
I gave you my love and everything I had,
but, in the end everything turned sad..!!

The love we shared couldn't last long,
May be loving you was all very wrong,
My heart never really had any choice
and later it could never raise its voice..!!

I was a fool to believe, every time you lied,
but, you couldn't care, even when I cried,
I have been trying to forget you since years,
but, Your love couldn't be washed away in tears..!!

I tried to hold up my feelings so tight,
but, inside there was an endless fight,
no matter how hard I try to stop,
but, comes out another tear drop..!!

Sometimes I find no words to say,
What silence could never convey,
I thought you'd hear what's untold,
but, Your heart was rather ice cold..!!

I never thought that you would ignore,
but it was easy for you to shut the door,
and I wonder if I can ever get through,
but, All I do now is just missing you..!!

In My Dreams You are Mine Forever..!!

I tried to live all my dreams,

but, it was harder than it seems,

Now they sleep inside my eyes,

More like a long lost paradise..!!

Dreams get alive again every night,

and appear to be perfectly alright,

Sometimes its very hard to believe,

whether its real or something I perceive..!!

Whats worth every second inside,

is that my heart has nothing to hide,

The only place where there is no secret,

and where my heart has no regret..!!

For every lie that you ever told,

My heart turned into an ocean so cold,

What else could my heart ever seek,

A dream where, its never so weak..!!

Tears shed through my eyes like rain,

made me strong to never love again,

I sometimes wonder what hurts more,

Lonely life or I have nothing to fight for..!!

I never had any clue since the start,

that someday you'll rip my heart apart,

we were never meant to be together,

but, In my dreams you are mine forever..!!

If dreams are meant for when I am asleep,

Don't wake me up from heaven so deep,

No matter what I lose on this way,

because here you never walk away..!!

What my open eyes could never see,

was shown by beautiful dreams to me,

I got to spend a life in love with you,

No matter if dreams never come true..!!