My Final Goodbye..!!

I am standing on this empty street,
No matter if it is cold or burning heat...

I see her going far away from me,
but, I guess this was meant to be...

I kept waiting for her all day all night,
But, She was too busy to even try or fight..

She said I may not see her again,
and she could never give more pain..

I may not be happy as she may seem,
but everynight I shall see her in dream...

She said you should take good care,
I asked her what more is spare...

I wish she stays happy and get all joy,
No matter if I was just another toy..

I tried wishing her good luck for life,
coz she's going to be someone Else's wife...

She promised that she will always stay,
but that promise was just a plastic play...

I don't know how long will I survive,
but, I know my heart isn't alive...

I know this may sound a little absurd,
but I ended my life for a 6 letter word..

She called me to say sorry but I was high,
and I never said anything but just a sigh...

I went out and looked for friends,
but, I was looking at some shallow ends..

I never thought I could be this alone,
and I will not have anyone to cal my own...

I looked up at god if he can justify,
but, my bad luck I never got reply...

So I came back home and kept thinking,
while every hope of life kept sinking...

I kept thinking more what should I do,
but, always thought of love that wasn't true...

How can everything I had end so soon,
and I was alone again just like moon...

Now she seems more like a star,
whom I can see but is very far...

I think, for her I was an ordinary guy,
because, Even if I am dead she won't cry...

I called her desperately because I fall down,
but, she was too busy to answer phone..

No.. she can't be someone I ever knew,
and the one who always said "I love you"...

Who is to question and who is to blame,
because now I can't even say your name..

I never wanted anything to end this way,
but, she left me nothing more to say...

I don't want any answers or ask Why..
All I wanna say is, this is My Final Goodbye..!!

The Pain of Getting Away From You..!!

All my hard work went in vain,

You can't be someone I knew,

and I think it will drive me insane,

The pain of getting away from you..!!

All these thoughts inside my head,

Say that your love was never true,

Now I feel It was better left unsaid,

The pain of getting away from you..!!

All my life was turned up-side down,

I want you to see, what am I going through,

but, it always made me look like a clown,

The pain of getting away from you..!!

See what you have done to me,

You broke my heart into two,

and I wish if only you could see,

The pain of getting away from you..!!

Don't know what was my sin,

I can't even think of few,

and it runs down through my skin,

The pain of getting away from you..!!

Did you thought what I would feel,

coz your love in my heart always grew,

and It seem like nothing else can heal,

The pain of getting away from you..!!

Was my love so easy to forget,

That you don't seem to have any clue,

You gave me nothing but a false regret,

and The pain of getting away from you..!!

I am alone with my broken heart,

I wish I could fix it with the glue,

Now it flows through every part,

The pain of getting away from you..!!

I will swallow all my pride,

Even if its just a game to you,

and I will still try my best to hide,

The pain of getting away from you..!!

I wanted to meet you for one last time,

You came but those seconds were very few,

I got more than I deserved for any crime,

The pain of getting away from you..!!

This pain now flows through my veins,

Still every beat says I love you,

Now there was nothing much in rains,

but, The pain of getting away from you..!!